You hurt me over and over again…and I let you…
I’m not sure what hurts worse, the pain from you hurting me, all rolled into one giant wound of being used, or the pain of knowing I am so alone, that I keep going back to you, because you, the insidious bastard, is all I have. - taken from novel, ‘Longer Than I Thought’ by Genevie Cornwall.
Okay so today sucked. One more minute and it’s midnight. Phew. Better hopes for tomorrow.
when she starts talking about being bipolar, I started crying. That is exactly how I feel!
(via ne0n-meets-w0nderland)
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Depression is the most unpleasant thing I have ever experienced. It is that absence of being able to envisage that you will ever be cheerful again. The absence of hope. That very deadened feeling, which is so very different from feeling sad. Sad hurts but it’s a healthy feeling. It’s a necessary thing to feel. Depression is very different.J. K. Rowling (via missalliepaige)
What a beautiful honest post. Thankful you are alive to post and share it. It’s just what we all need. To hear others voices too.
This month last year, I planned on ending everything.
I actually attempted.
As that exact day approaches, the temptation, the triggers, the desire, the need…
It’s all coming back.
I didn’t picture myself being alive for another February.
I still don’t.
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